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In memory of family and friends who have lost the battle with cancer; and in support of the ones who continue to conquer it!

Restarting

Life is a constant strating and restarting. I 've just strated highschool ( or something like taht, cause here in switzerland it's called "Kantons-Schule"), or better restarted, cause I've actually started last year, but I've screwed pretty much up, so i have to repeat the first year now. So there I was last Monday, my second first-high-school-day, standing with my weird new class in front of the main entrance while I was already missing my old class and was blaming myself because I was too lazy to study for school last year.
It might sound whiney, but it's a horrible feeling to watch all your friends doing another step into the furture, while you're still standing at the same place, unable to move forward. I must admit, that this is the most horrible feeling I ever had.
Happily my new class wasn't so bad as I thought first. I started to like my class on Friday. Especially in the last two lessons, when we were having art. We were joking around and laughing while our art teacher was making fun uf us, no seriously, he was actually joking about some boys in my class, which was really fun. I don't know where the sudden change came from, but I'm glad it happend.
But I don't wanna judge my class right now... I better wait and see...

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